Birthday Book Wish List

Tuesday, August 01, 2017
On the 15th August I'll turn 25...and I'll be on a Buckingham Palace tour! I'm excited to visit London and Norway in my birthday month but I'm quite terrified about the prospect of being 25 years old which seems so ancient to me and I'm not ready! 

Anyway, enough being petrified and onto my birthday book wish list! I really got back into reading last year after not reading for around ten years and now I'm obsessed - can't stop, won't stop. I have so many books on my wish lists but these are the books that are close to the top of my list:

  • Red Fortress by Catherine Merridale 
  • The Boy On The Bridge by M.R Carey
  • The Witchfinder's Sister by Beth Underdown
  • The Magicians by Lev Grossman 
  • Strange The Dreamer by Laini Taylor 
  • Stalking Jack The Ripper by Kerri Maniscalco 
  • The Bone Witch by Rin Chipeco 
  • Through The Woods by Emily Carroll
  • The Brothers Karamazov by Fyodor Dostoevsky 
  • His Dark Materials by Philip Pullman 
  • Amphigorey by Edward Gorey 

The books on my current wish list range from magical realism, classics and non-fiction to fantasy and I need them all! I'm sure I will treat myself to quite a few of these for my birthday because you know...treat yo self. 

What books are on your wish list? Have you read any of these? 

Book Review: American War by Omar El Akkad

Monday, July 31, 2017
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Since last year my reading has skyrocketed, I cannot stop reading and I love to read a range of genres from crime and mystery, dystopian and fantasy to magical realism, quirky non-fiction, literary fiction, and YA. It's always so exciting to receive arcs from publishers so when this one arrived, I couldn't wait to read it!

*American War by Omar El Akkar - (352 pages - released on 7/09/2017) - ★★★★★, 5/5

I received a physical ARC from the lovely people at Pan Macmillan/Picador; I love the cover and I couldn't wait to read it as it sounded amazing but also very relevant to the scary times we currently live in. It follows a close knit family in the south of America who are struggling to get by and they want to travel north where they hope to have a better life away from the danger of war, rebel groups and impending bombs/fighting, sound familiar?

The world is set in the not too distant future in the aftermath of a plague caused by a biological weapon and the second American civil war were there's a divide between the north and the south. There are also mentions of suicide bombers in the book as well as refugee camps, not fitting in to a society in which you live, family grief and other issues that are surprisingly relevant in our world now even though this book is an almost dystopian/post apocalyptic novel. The authors sums up the feel of the book well with, "nothing in this book hasn't happened; it just happened to other people and it happened far away". Omar El Akkad is an Egyptian/Canadian journalist who received Canada's National Newspaper Award for investigative reporting and his experience and reporting definitely show in book.

I loved the writing, it was a fairly quick to read and I liked flipping from the present to the past which gave insights into how the world came to be as it is now including faux news articles and other snippets of information about the war, people involved and a rather moving speech. Throughout there's a sense of foreboding and a feeling that I didn't want to carry on as I knew it wouldn't end well because how could it?

I found this book so heartbreaking, not just because the characters didn't deserve what happened to them, the awful scenes of war, death and torture or the futility of war and conflict but because these things do happen in our world, sadly it's not confined to fiction. I would definitely recommend this book as it's so devastating and heartbreaking but wonderfully written, touching and raw - it doesn't hold back. I do wish the ending was very different but life doesn't always have a happy ending, does it.

Have you read this book or will you be picking it up? What are you currently reading or planning to read next? 

Summer Bathroom Ideas + Competition

Saturday, July 29, 2017
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I have been a bit neglectful of my pinterest account recently whereas usually I'm obsessed but when Designer Radiator Showroom got in touch about their new competition, I had to get my pinterest on! They are giving away £250 to spend on Designer Radiator Showroom and you can enter by creating your perfect summer bathroom board on pinterest.

You can find my board above with all of my summer perfect bathroom and design pins! For summer, I definitely prefer green, beachy and clean homeware, designs and styles during the summer months so that's what I've done for with my 'summer bathroom' board.

From the DRS website I chose to include the DRS Gaby Towel Radiator as to me it seemed the most 'natural' and neutral looking of the choices available and I think it would work well in a natural, beachy themed bathroom.

The only requirements to enter are that you create a Pinterest board with the title of #DRSSummerBathroom, you have to use at least one of their product images within the board and you have to be a UK resident over 18 years of age. The competition closes TOMORROW so you have to hurry if you want to enter to win £250 to spend on the Designer Radiator Showroom website!

Will you be entering the DRS Pinterest competition? What would your ideal summer bathroom look like? 

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Book Review: War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy

Friday, July 28, 2017
As this year marks the 100 year anniversary of the Russian revolution, I wanted to read some Russian literature so why not start with one of the longest and most prolific books...Also I visited Russia a few years ago and loved it so I wanted to read a book partially set in Saint Petersburg which was the city I visited.

War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy - ★★★★☆, 4/5 (1,215 pages)

War and Peace follows a vast range of characters who are all interconnected as they are either friends, family, colleagues or enemies. It takes place during the early 1800's when Russia and Austria are at war with France and Napoleon. Leo Tolstoy does an incredible job of explaining war, troop movements, the chaos of war and it's effects so well and in a way that is surprisingly enjoyable to read.

We follow so many characters as well as the main characters, therefore it can be confusing to read at times, particularly when it comes to all of the soldiers, emperors and generals as there are a ridiculous amount (and it's difficult to keep track of who is in charge of what regiment etc) but thankfully there's a list of the main characters at the beginning of the book listing the names of the main characters (most characters have numerous names) and their relationships. I feel as though some of the military scenes were a little unnecessary, for example, there's a whole section on how a regiment were wearing the wrong uniform...

The book isn't just about battles, war strategy, troop movements and soldiers expectations of war but it's also about the lives and intermingling relationships between the main characters in terms of young love, family ties and friendship. The main characters such as Prince Andrei and Nikolai Rostov who go off to war are quite interesting characters as they are so naive when it comes to war, they think nothing can hurt them and that they'll be heroes but reality hits them hard!

We also follow the more melancholy life of Pierre as his father is ill, we don't know where all of the father's wealth will go after he has pass away and we deal with the high class of Russian society during balls, dinners and social gatherings. So there is quite a mix of the chaos and tumultuous world of battles, death and the screams of wounded soldiers to lavish banquets with princes, counts and countesses and marriage prospects, wealth and the bourgeois problems that go along with that kind of society and wealth.

I haven't read anything quite like it, especially considering I only fully got back into reading last year after barely reading anything since high school! I know War and Peace is one of the most iconic, classic books but before I started it, I had no idea what it was about apart from the implications of the title and I was so suspired at how much I genuinely enjoyed reading the book, especially the war scenes and the lives of the main characters as they evolve as people, as their lives changes for the better or worse and the twists and turns too. We follow the main characters from the naivety and invincibility of youth to experienced, more real versions of themselves (apart from Natasha who remains the same childish character into adulthood), some change so much that they are nothing like what they were at the beginning of the book.

One thing that definitely helped me get through the book was that I wanted to find out what would happen to the main characters and also because the chapter sections were generally quite short and to me it read like a TV series, each chapter felt like an episode of a TV series, albeit a long and epic TV series with lots of Russian names that I did have some trouble pronouncing! It's more engaging than I thought it would be, whether it's a battle with the french, a tension filled social gathering, the death of family members and transition of wealth and position, drunken shenanigans involving a bear, duelling or marriage proposals, there's always something going on.

I managed to read the first third of the book within a week and it was so motivating seeing my progress (if you follow me on GoodReads then you'll have seen my updates) but then the main battles ended and the book seemed to take lots of tangents involving an overbearing and verbally abusive father, the rich families loosing money and a very odd section about the freemasons and illuminati...the first 40% or so of the book was very interesting, entertaining and fairly quick then the middle (from around 45% to 60%) was slower and not quite as engaging but still enjoyable; then from 70% to the end of the book, oh boy, it felt like a completely different book as it was quite tedious, slow and a slog to get through (although it did have some portions that were interesting and enjoyable). The book started to feel like a textbook towards the end (e.g.: historians said this about Napoleon, history will view this battle in such a way) and it wasn't as enjoyable and the ending, it just ended without a satisfying conclusion. I'm sure there are some philosophical points that went over my head throughout the book as well as military terms but overall I enjoy it and I do want to read more from Leo Tolstoy.

Overall 
Yes, this book is huge at over 1,200 pages and it takes a lot of concentration to read it particularly when you have to keep switching from reading the main text then to the french or german translation in the footnotes. Also it takes so much time and motivation, there are so many characters particularly military characters that it can be a little confusing and I felt as though some of the actions of the characters (soldiers saying they love their emperor and crying because he's so wonderful for example), felt very theatrical rather than realistic. Even though the last 30% was a struggle especially compared to the rest of the book, I would recommend War and Peace, not just for the reading bragging rights but because it's a genuinely epic story of such vast proportions and on the whole it was enjoyable and entertaining. However as the physical book is so huge, it wasn't easy to read it as it is just so heavy so maybe try the e-book but the Vintage edition I have is so beautiful.

Have you read War and Peace or any other famous classics? Have you watched the War and Peace TV show? 

Summer Reading Recommendations

Thursday, July 27, 2017
Since the beginning of last year I have really got back into reading after barely reading any books for the past ten years or so (apart from books for college/university) but now I can't stop. I do prefer to read during the colder months being all cosy with blankets and candles but I have been able to get a lot of reading done in the garden this spring and summer!

Holidays Gems, which is a great site for cheap holidays and last minute holiday deals, challenged me to pick my favourite books of last year and this year that I think would be great summer holiday reads as they are all so enjoyable, fairly quick and easy. They range from interesting and intense thriller mysteries to magical and fantasy options and finally a few quirky non-fiction picks.

Magical & Fantasy Books
Books that are categorised as fantasy, magical realism or any that have a magical element to them are some of my favourites and from these categories I'd have to recommend The Gilded Cage by Vic James (I can't wait for the second book), The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern and The Bone Season by Samantha Shannon, the later is amazing for any time of the year - read it!

Thrillers & Dystopian
This category is perfect for a beach read as they tend to be very engaging and quick reads and if you are into post-apocalyptic and dystopian books then look no further than The Diabolic by S.J Kincaid, This Savage Song by V.E Schwab (it's a mix between YA fantasy and dystopian to me) and The Girl With All The Gifts by M.R Carey. For thrillers and mysteries with a dark but contemporary edge then check out The Upstairs Room by Kate Murray-Browne which has just been released. Another dark read is definitely The Mayfly by James Hazel!

Quirky Non-Fiction
Lastly some non-fiction that is very different and also inspiring; for the inspiring picks you need to read The Women Who Made New York by Julie Scelfo and Triumph and Disaster - Five Historical Miniatures by Stefan Zweig as well as We Should All Be Feminists by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie. For a very bizarre non-fiction pick, check out The United States of Absurdity by Dave Anthony and Gareth Reynolds which seems very appropriate considering wha happened yesterday in the not so good ol' US of A.

Have you read any of these books? What are you planning on reading this summer? 

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Things They Don't Tell You When You've Passed Your Driving Test

Wednesday, July 26, 2017
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Longest blog post title ever? I passed my driving test in December last year which was a massive thing for me and luckily I pass second time round. Yes, passing is down to knowledge and the skill of driving but it's also just as much down to luck on the day, the examiner and so many other factors, some of which are out of your control such as other drivers, pedestrians, unclear road marking or even the weather and your mood. Learning to drive is an essential skill and you learn so much but there are some things they don't tell you:

Driving Alone 
While you are learning to drive, you cannot drive on your own. I drove with my parents and my instructor so driving on my own for the first time was so nerve wracking as I hadn't done it before and you lose that safety net of being able to ask someone questions or having that extra person watching out for dangers. The other thing that is odd that I found about driving on my own is the silence, I was used to my parents talking or my driving instructor asking me questions but on my own there was nothing but the noise of the engine which was so strange at first!

Insurance & Extra Costs
While learning to drive you are covered by your instructors insurance or you can buy learner driver insurance which is what I did but after that it gets so much more expensive. I thought that if you are over 25, which I nearly am, that insurance decreases but it isn't by much! Also I thought that Pass Plus would decrease insurance too but again, it isn't by much at all. Road tax and breakdown cover are also costs that I completely forgot about too. The there's random things like a steering wheel lock, car cleaning products, sunglasses... and of course, petrol.

Car Maintenance 
In the UK as well as learning how to drive you also have to answer some 'show me, tell me' questions about where things are in the car and under the bonnet such as the oil and water, for example. However, you aren't told how to change a tire, change a windscreen wiper, what to do if your car breaks down, how to dispense petrol or how to change a headlight bulb, most of which I've had to do since passing my test. Practical knowledge and skills like that aren't taught and I think they should be!

Becoming A Taxi 
This is an unexpected one but only a week or so after passing my test, I was ferrying my parents around and picking people up and now I know what it was like for my dad to drop me off and pick me up from friends houses, birthday parties and school...I actually like driving on the whole but being a taxi isn't so fun; however it is all good practice and helps build confidence.

Renting A Car & Experience Restrictions 
Once you have passed there are still restrictions, for example, renting a car usually needs 12 months experience of driving before you can rent and sometimes you have to be over 25 too. Also if you are thinking about driving abroad then you might need more experience, you'll have to check specifically for that country as laws and restrictions vary.

Can you drive? What was your experience of learning to drive and passing? Have you experienced any of the points I've mentioned? 

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